My Dearest Friend

Hi, I said to her...

She stared at me the same way as I did.

She welcomed me with clemency, without inquisitions and without judgement,

So I felt safe to just reveal each and every part of who I am.

I couldn't seem to stop myself from prattling, for she just listens and enjoys doing so.

To my surprise, She readily apprehends my thoughts, as if she had anticipated them in her own thoughts

I shared my afflictions, my agitations and my doubts without any hesitations, for it seemed like this person standing before me is worth all the trust that she could get.

I asked her, where have you been all these years? I have never met a perfect friend like you before from this earth?.

She just said " How can that be? I have always been here... you probably just never took the time to notice me.

The chatter went deeper till the hurt emanated my heart, and when I looked into her eyes I saw her tears

I asked her why are you crying for me?

She said  " my dearest friend, dont you see?  I am you and you are me."

"What you feel, happy or sad, good or bad, I will always feel them too"

"You never have to explain everything, for it is I that will always fathom your ways"

"You never have to ask for attention from me for I will never get tired of contemplating"

"You never have to hide what you are from me for I have always exalted your being"

"And nor should you be ashamed of me for It is I that appreciates you more than you will ever know"

"whenever you feel alone and lonely again just like today? look for a MIRROR and you will see me there"

"Never forget to take care of you and me, for I cannot live without you and so will you without me"

'My dearest friend always remember I am your ever faithful friend, even if the world deserts you, I will never leave you, you will always have me by your side"

"That's a promise you can keep"

The One

From the time I met you

I felt something new

It grows in me Everyday

and it makes me happy in a very special way

I ask myself, what could this be?

Is it just missing you that's taunting me?

Coz If its just frienship that we wish to share?

Then why do I feel like there's something rear?

These questions linger in my mind

Hoping one day the answers I would find

and just like a prayer, the answer wiped them away

For my heart bursted to beat fast and I felt it say

"What you feel is nothig but LOVE so true

and these things does'nt happen to a few

I now have somewhere to belong to

and he is THE ONE, i'm telling you"

(I have written this when I met the one I am happily engaged with right now, this poem serves as a mini story of what transpired before we both knew that we were meant to be.)

The Dreamer's Dream

Have you dreamed of a love that's real and never ending? 

A love that does not know the nature of jealousy and envy but locks itself in trust and loyalty

A love despite enormous hindrances would continue to bloom and flourish...

A love that does not count the wrong but instead filters them to be right

A love that endures the pain of waiting and rejoices on the happiness gained by being patient

A love that does not demand but takes the utmost initiative to fill in what's lacking

A love that converts anger into special moments and sweet kisses

A love that does not easily judge you but instead listens, understands and accepts everything without questions and hesitations

I dreamed this, I dreamed all of this, ever since Ive known that we humans were meant to fall in love

I dreamed that there would be someone perfectly made for me

I dreamed that there would be someone loving me up until eternity...

A love so strong that it could exists through the barriers of life and death

For years and years of waiting, I have found him... and he has found me...the magic of LOVE in itself brought us together

And even though reality butts in, proclaiming that nobody's perfect and that flaws and mistakes will reveal themselves...

I know we have made a perfect LOVE for each other,  Hand in hand we'll reach forever and not for long... so will ETERNITY

Just read from the heart

scenario:

 

buying mcflurry and a medium sized french fries in mcdonalds...

 

when i was ordering isaw how serious the cashier was, as though carefully understanding each and every word that i was saying.

 payment time came and when she was giving me the change, she really counted it coin by coin within my palm, and it was as though she was really avoiding even an inch of mistake to interfere.

upon going home, i realized how hard it is to earn a living, how hard it was for each and every one of us to have that job that would help us get by through life everyday.

 

how we all started from scratch to apply and fill up hundreds of resumes and passing it to each and every company or establishment that we think will have that possibility of accepting us and giving us that chance...

 

 

moral lesson learned:

LOVE YOUR JOB!!!

 

 

simple as it may seem but i hope it meant something to the one who's reading it right now...

 

 

Louvella Gay S. Taneo

Eterniy Dreamer

Conscience Eater 101: To whom it may Deserve

 Staring eyes that opts to see through me, CONDEMNING, FURIOUS, and PIERCING eyes, eyes that cut deep into my emotional fragility.

Wicked smiles, twitching noses and lips puckering everywhere, from faces that at first was welcoming, but ended up frowning, when I turned my back from they're unpredictable physiques.

All the He said, she said, the murmurs and the whispers, from gossips  that go on and on, they're like bullets aiming for innocent heads! Unstoppable, Unbreakable and definitely Un-erasable!.

Confusing my ones was peaceful mind, Ruining my ones was graceful spirit and Bruising my ones was unforloned heart.

What shall be left of me?, If every unreasonable judgement strips off my courage, my strenght and my optimism??

How will I move on?, If all you ever do is bring me down?, How will I try to Ignore and neglect?, If each ongoing scrutiny adds up to my wrecked individuality?

How will I ever make you wear my shoes?, so you may see for yourself the hell! of a world you are trying to make me live on?

When will you realize your own flaws?, when will you notice your own sick and imperfect traits?. when? just when will you stop torturing, my already tortured mentality?.

What shall my future hold instore for me? If scars of emotional wounds, inflicted by you people, with unjustful theories, remain?.

Our creator up above knows!, he has seen, he saw, and he sees, the truth has always been and will always be justified by him!, Him alone has the right to judge me and to give what it is that's due to me.

Him alone and not you people who act like GOD

So free me!!, free me the grasps of your manipulative negativism! and LIVE a LIFE of your OWN!.



LOUVELLA GAY S. TANEO
Eternity Dreamer

The Dreamer's Tale

Reality took away the life in me and destroyed my firm beliefs...
The beliefs that I have grown to accept...

I am the DREAMER...
lost in the midst of a place where no one no longer visits and remembers.

FANTASY has been my friend and MAGIC was our ally, the three of us have been to places we never thought existed!

MAGIC introduced me to his comrade named LOVE
while FANTASY introduced me to his cousins named FOREVER and ETERNITY.

But then a long lost friend named REALITY was so envious of my increasing number of friends that he made such bountiful efforts to destroy me...

He sent DEPRESSION, his only trusted friend to sink my hopes and my lively spirit, of which LOVE, MAGIC, FANTASY, FOREVER and ETERNITY can no longer mend....

DEPRESSION made sure to make me become lifeless and alone, with no one to cling onto, and so he made me a prison called MISERABLENESS, there left with nothing to do but to burst out into tears...

until a visitor named FAITH introduced himself to me, he said that my friends sent him to help me... and that he disguised himself as PAIN so as not to make REALITY and DEPRESSION notice him...
he told me to invest in TRUST and in BELIEF.

Day by day he gave me enough dose of TRUST and BELIEF till I was able to bring back my lively spirit and my hopes!

when FAITH said that i was ready, the plan was made for Sabotage!!
FAITH freed me and reunited me with all of my friends and with enough courage and helpful friends we Destroyed DEPRESSION  and his MISERABLE prison!!

since that victory, FAITH never forsake me... not once, not ever, and as time passed... he introduced me to his mentor named COLOR who teached me to fill my world with inspiring shades and undying OPTIMISM!

Gaining knowledge from COLOR, he brought me to a place, as my reward for being a good student.
the place was called CONTENTMENT... and there we found a princess named BEAUTY who never hesitated to befriend me...

For my loyalty to my friends, especially to FAITH! they gave me a gift! it was a golden key, a key to a very special place that i never thought i could have! it was called HAPPINESS....

and so the DREAMER lived HAPPILY, ETERNALLY